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12 December 2010 @ 11:03 am
Haven't posted in ages!
How have you all been?

I've just come off a 3 day fast and i'm trying hard to control myself with eating.
I really don't want to undo my fast with a binge!
I seriously cannot wait until Christmas is over. I want a new year and a brand new start :)

It's cliche' but i've been listening to Ana's song by Silverchair and i really like it!!

Hope you've all been doing okay
Be safe <3
08 May 2010 @ 07:13 pm
I'm new, not only to the community, but also to LJ.
I guess I need to start by posting my stats.
I'm 17 years old. Height: 5'2'' Weight: 109lbs

This is my first post, so I'm not sure were to begin. I need the support. I am very unhappy with my body, and I feel like making it to my goal weight of 99lbs would definitely be a boost to my self confidence. However, I feel like I'm getting no where! I weighed 120lbs at the beginning of March, but now I'm stuck at 109! My self-control is not the best. I feel like 99lbs is a very reasonable weight for my height. Your thoughts?
08 May 2010 @ 05:26 pm
i just joined a few days ago and i come back and i see so many rude ppl on here. why are you ppl even hear? i really wantto know.

like are you ppl even in this comm or just hear to be mean? and does anyone know a better place, no offence to the mods or anything.
08 May 2010 @ 03:30 pm
Soooo I just joined.....
and it seems lyk thrs alot of drama ppl on here--------------

Idk if i should stay but im lyk really in need of support. Ive let myself go an realy am in need of help to get back to where I waz before I moved back home, now my mom lyk litterally forces me 2 eat all the time. she's such a cunt.
umm thats alllll

stay skinny!
08 May 2010 @ 12:12 pm

Wow. Did someone throw a fucking bomb in here? Jesus.

In regaurds to the CF post, if you're someone who threw a bunch of shit out to that girl you should feel just as bad as you hoped she felt. All she was doing was trying to say her true feelings somewhere where she wasn't going to be judged. Isn't that what this place is for? I'm so disappointed. In everyone. Everywhere. Home. School. I thought I had a place-here. But I guess not. It seems like everyone is just out to get everyone else and I'm just done with everything.
And to you people who use us as entertainment? Why? Why don't you just get your own live? Don't worry about us. Or if you do wanna worry about us, do some research. Try to figure out a way to get this out of our heads. Because I know that every single person here would love to be normal and think normal and eat normally without freaking out. But we don't know how. Or in my case, I tried. I recovered for almost two years, and now I'm back. Voices in my head overpowered and now I'm skipping meals and throwing up in the shower and I don't even know why. I have dreams about it almost every night and it scares the shit out of me. Because obvoiusly, there's no stopping whatever deamon is in my head..
So fuck it. Fuck everything.
Because it obviously doesn't matter and neither do I.

08 May 2010 @ 10:38 am

I'm willing to make a community and make it private if any girls show interest. Even if it's just one girl. I'll make it private where I can screen people who go through and delete people who flame others or post harmful things. Those of you veterins could probably help; I can get online often and can't moderate it all by myself.

Why do you think?

08 May 2010 @ 11:07 am
I'm exaughsted :( I'm fasting, can anyone please give me ideas for energy!?! I may just go buy a 4 pack of s.f red bull.

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08 May 2010 @ 12:44 pm
i'm very confused.
i havent been here for a while, and i come on today to find theres been some sort of explosive arguement.
please, lets not argue. This is a community that is supposed to offer support, lets be there for each other.
08 May 2010 @ 03:37 pm
hey girls since all of us are fed with the lolz stuff....yea bunch of people that dont do anything with thier life so they keep loling their asses on every post...if they had something to do with their lives they wont be sitting here commenting on every stupid post(in their opinion)
so i thought of new community with closed membership....we should just migrate there
08 May 2010 @ 11:35 am
So i'm leaving.

If any of you saw my CF post you'll know why.

People said such desgusting things about me and they were judging me when they DIDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS SAYING.

I love my friend to bits and would never want her condition. We're only SIXTEEN YEARS OLD.

Why would i want to have a half life and never get to have a family JUST TO BE SKINNY?!

You guys are sick.

I ADMIRE her because of her STRENGTH to get through such shit. She's skinny and i wish i could be skinny too. I wish i could be as skinny as anyone who is fucking skinny!

Whatever happened to supporting eachother. Especially on this... I'm just completely blown away.

For those of you who get what i mean.. Thanks. For those who don't and who said those things... Hey. IF it makes you feel better about yourself having a go at someone who is Anorexic and wants to be as skinny as her friend... Hey. If she didn't have CF you wouldn't have said anything about it. i only told you about that because i had to talk to somebody.

I can't be around people like you guys.