Wow. Did someone throw a fucking bomb in here? Jesus.
In regaurds to the CF post, if you're someone who threw a bunch of shit out to that girl you should feel just as bad as you hoped she felt. All she was doing was trying to say her true feelings somewhere where she wasn't going to be judged. Isn't that what this place is for? I'm so disappointed. In everyone. Everywhere. Home. School. I thought I had a place-here. But I guess not. It seems like everyone is just out to get everyone else and I'm just done with everything.
And to you people who use us as entertainment? Why? Why don't you just get your own live? Don't worry about us. Or if you do wanna worry about us, do some research. Try to figure out a way to get this out of our heads. Because I know that every single person here would love to be normal and think normal and eat normally without freaking out. But we don't know how. Or in my case, I tried. I recovered for almost two years, and now I'm back. Voices in my head overpowered and now I'm skipping meals and throwing up in the shower and I don't even know why. I have dreams about it almost every night and it scares the shit out of me. Because obvoiusly, there's no stopping whatever deamon is in my head..
So fuck it. Fuck everything.
Because it obviously doesn't matter and neither do I.